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Bogstandard
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To all the newbies that have only recently started on here this might be a little bit of a strange post and you will not understand it.
But to all the ones that knew me before, I send out a sincere apology.
I will just explain where I am coming from.
For the last four years I have been in constant pain from an injury that was sustained at work (not my fault). Not the sort of intermittent stuff, but the constant nagging type, that the only way to get rid of was to put me on mind numbing pain killers, which I would not take, so settled for a lesser type. It was like having continual toothache.
Coupled with this I am going thru a court case against my employers for their negligence in allowing me to be injured at work.
Also a senior member of my family was looking rather frail, and was causing great concern.
All this together turned me into a rather not nice person. The sort of person that would bite your head off if you just looked at him wrong.
I took it out on whoever I could, and regretfully this turned out to be a few members on this site.
To bring you up to speed.
The court case is progressing well, they are sending offers out of court.
My mother (90 years young) has stabilised and enjoying life a bit more.
My operation which I deemed a failure, has in fact a good outcome. The bonecutter that I saw yesterday explain my situation and he explained why the pain was still there, and it was what he expected. It seems this will be a two part thing, where my muscles have to be built up again after four years non use, to a stage where my bones are supported in the correct orientation to each other and so allow what he did to take effect (if only he had explained that in the beginning). He gave me an injection directly into the affected part to allow it to 'swing' a bit better, to allow me to go thru the pain that is to come while building up this part of my body again. I have been pain free for the last 24 hours, the first time in four years.
So I can now see light at the end of the tunnel, rather than being in pitch blackness.
All this is no excuse for what I did, and to all that it affected, I deeply apologise.
But please remember, I still have a few personal issues on here, but I will try to moderate my reactions to an acceptable level.
I am a nice person really, a few strokes and a pat on the head occasionally works wonders.
Sorry
John (bogstandard, Bogs, BS, grumpy old arsehole)
But to all the ones that knew me before, I send out a sincere apology.
I will just explain where I am coming from.
For the last four years I have been in constant pain from an injury that was sustained at work (not my fault). Not the sort of intermittent stuff, but the constant nagging type, that the only way to get rid of was to put me on mind numbing pain killers, which I would not take, so settled for a lesser type. It was like having continual toothache.
Coupled with this I am going thru a court case against my employers for their negligence in allowing me to be injured at work.
Also a senior member of my family was looking rather frail, and was causing great concern.
All this together turned me into a rather not nice person. The sort of person that would bite your head off if you just looked at him wrong.
I took it out on whoever I could, and regretfully this turned out to be a few members on this site.
To bring you up to speed.
The court case is progressing well, they are sending offers out of court.
My mother (90 years young) has stabilised and enjoying life a bit more.
My operation which I deemed a failure, has in fact a good outcome. The bonecutter that I saw yesterday explain my situation and he explained why the pain was still there, and it was what he expected. It seems this will be a two part thing, where my muscles have to be built up again after four years non use, to a stage where my bones are supported in the correct orientation to each other and so allow what he did to take effect (if only he had explained that in the beginning). He gave me an injection directly into the affected part to allow it to 'swing' a bit better, to allow me to go thru the pain that is to come while building up this part of my body again. I have been pain free for the last 24 hours, the first time in four years.
So I can now see light at the end of the tunnel, rather than being in pitch blackness.
All this is no excuse for what I did, and to all that it affected, I deeply apologise.
But please remember, I still have a few personal issues on here, but I will try to moderate my reactions to an acceptable level.
I am a nice person really, a few strokes and a pat on the head occasionally works wonders.
Sorry
John (bogstandard, Bogs, BS, grumpy old arsehole)
